sad

Sunday, February 6th, 2011

im in sorrow. i dont know what have i got myself into. i know exactly what i am feeling, but it is hard to convey them in any forms, almost impossible to make it even clear mouthful words.

i still remember. i almost got expelled from college for not completing the diploma’s requirements. i shrugged. i was pulled by two forces in opposite ways. i couldn’t see where my future held. i wanted to go overseas, but to do something that i dont like, is a serious issue to me. i couldnt just quit like that. i had to follow the flow, or i should say i was deadly drowning into super fast stream. yeah i cant image myself as a teacher.

a timid, and incidentally a teacher-to-be. how ironic..

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