syair si pagi-pagi

pagi-pagi dah keluar mengeteh

dalam kereta aku memandu

entah kemana aku pun tak tahu

dan disatu kedai ku berhenti kat situ

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masuk aku kedalam perutnya

4 makcik dan 4 cerita

borak-borak dan sembang kosong

resam laki dirumah, dapur tak berasap

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datang makcik mengambil arahan(order)

laksa dan teh O panas ku memberi tahu

senyum manis si gadis tua

tak ada gigi tak mengapa la

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di satu sudut duduk si pendeta usang

jauh dia melangkau masa muka

di raut wajah melakar satu kisah

pahit getir seorang yang susah

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hidup ini penuh keindahan

jauh perjalanan luas permandangan

laksanya sedap, tehnya cukup gula

selepas bayar aku pun bla

random yet true

sad

im in sorrow. i dont know what have i got myself into. i know exactly what i am feeling, but it is hard to convey them in any forms, almost impossible to make it even clear mouthful words.

i still remember. i almost got expelled from college for not completing the diploma’s requirements. i shrugged. i was pulled by two forces in opposite ways. i couldn’t see where my future held. i wanted to go overseas, but to do something that i dont like, is a serious issue to me. i couldnt just quit like that. i had to follow the flow, or i should say i was deadly drowning into super fast stream. yeah i cant image myself as a teacher.

a timid, and incidentally a teacher-to-be. how ironic..

short

ive read an article. about how can we be an interesting person. it says if you want to be one, share stuffs ! it makes sense cuz you not gonna be interesting if you are not willing to share things. which means you keep thing to yrself and no one would bother to get along with you, and if they do, surely they are about to face disappointment.

and.. it says, you should start blogging, flircking (pardon me upon the spelling) and make ‘yrself’ publicized. this simply means all these efforts eventually will come to the root of initial point: sharing ! the things that you share will open up a door for a small discussion between you and others.

and.. it says that, the blog should not be too long. fair enough. i rest my case